I miss you.

I'm not sure what tomorrow will bring.
But I hope it brings you back to me.

I don't know if we will ever be the same.
It seems just eye contact would be a big gain.

How did we let it get this bad?
I can't believe I got that mad...

I need you to be a part of my life...
You're what helped me through the night.

Do you want us as bad as I do?
Let me know...because I miss you.

Giving Up

Yep, this is indeed me giving up. Done. El fin. Ugh, I am just so tired of trying at everything that I seem to constantly fail at!
For example:
1) I took a precalc test on Thursday, thought I did pretty good, end result: A D! I'm so aggravated! I studied so dang hard!!!

2) Thought I would be nice and babysit my baby cousin for the day/night on Friday. Ya...NOT! She didn't sleep until 4am!! ahhh!!

3) Was going to make a very nice attempt at fixing a broken friendship...but my pride said no. It wouldn't let me. I don't feel like I shouldn't be the one apologizing anyway, but us fighting is putting a lot of stress on all of our other friends...apparently she doesn't care. Maybe she just needs a swift kick in the elbow. It's debatable.

4) My niece told me I was going to **** this weekend because I don't go to church...she is 3.

Do you see my reasoning for giving up? It seems when I don't try so hard everything falls right into place. Its like...I'm not sure. Like, there are so many things I need to be doing right now! But I just don't know how to go about starting to do them all. :(


here....have a good laugh.
http://deconstructingthoughts.mlblogs.com/Soccer%20Fail.jpg

Busy, busy, busy!!

So I have no time for a social life I have decided. I have stuff going on CONSTANTLY. Well, hmm, I guess that is my social life. BUT! If everything you are doing has to do with school, is that still considered a social life? I think NOT! I have been studying my little butt off for the SAT, all the while my teachers have decided this will be the week to pile all the homework on. It pretty much suckers.
I am caught up pretty much in all my classes, now it is just hard to stay that way. I'm catching on, slowly but surely. I also am now a fruit captain now a days. AND AND AND AND AND AND!!! I made NHS!!!! I am SO excited!! However, while talking to Mr. Hadley about making NHS, I became late, which was poopy. I could have made it if we hadn't talked. I'm a pretty fast runner...It would have been close though, I'll admit. But anyway, that was my 3rd tardy I'm pretty sure, so now I have dumb lunch detention...crap. : (
Anyway, class is pretty close to over, so I shall blog again soon!!!

I got this pic from:
myspace.com

MRS. SIMS!!!!

Here he is! Dr. McDreamy :)




I got my hottie over here from:
http://www.thefilmchair.com/wordpress/index.php/tag/julia-roberts/